I don't think today is going very well for me.

I woke up feeling alright, finished watching a Nostalgia Critic video, did my Facebook thing and grabbed my shower.

During the shower, thoughts from yesterday kept creeping back into my brain. For some reason I can't seem to shake something that he told me yesterday. I had been flipping through my latest Victoria's Secret catalog and saw the $2 million dollar bra they have. (142 carats of diamonds on it with white gold accents!). I jokingly told him that he should by it for me, and he said 'only if it comes with the girl'.

D:

I'm pretty sure he was joking, but it still got to me. I let it go and went on with the day.

I manage to shake it while I was in the shower but on the drive to work, it came back and my brain went into another direction. I got to thinking about the ex and about presents from him. I kept hinting that I wanted a certain necklace for valentine's day. I even sent him the link over AIM. Did I get it? Nope. At Walmart one night prior to Valentine's Day, against my wishes, he bought me a back massager and when we got into the car, he put it in my lap and said 'Happy Valentine's Day.'

D:

I'm beginning to wonder if I'm worthy of jewelry as a gift. Yes, Xander gave me his mom's ring and I cherish it, but there are other sparklies that I would like to have. I know I could buy them for myself, but it doesn't have the same meaning for me.

I know it sounds incredibly materialistic of me to want jewelry, but in my defense, most of what I want is pretty inexpensive. With the exception of the $3k ring that I want XD

I don't really want the 2 million dollar bra, it'd be impractical and I could never wear it.

But I digress.

I had to call AT&T for a customer and the AT&T agent got shirty with me because I had mentioned that the customer had been trying to contact an AT&T store and had been transferred to me. I explained to her that the customer wanted to know what her options were for potentially upgrading an existing line. She wanted me to verify the customer's account. WE DON'T DO THAT!!!! We are not required to verify the account info. We don't even have a way to do it. Then she wanted my last name, we don't give out that information. I heard her sigh and in my mind saw her roll her eyes and then asked to put the customer through.

For the most part, the day is going ok so far. Just a few minor snags here and there…I'll live…I think.